A raw and honest daily blog about overcoming life struggles, mental battles, and rebuilding from nothing. Follow a real journey of resilience, strength, and the pursuit of a dream in show jumping. From survival to purpose, this blog documents the daily fight to create a better future and reach the highest level in horse riding and show jumping.
I woke up today and everyone was gone. They had gone to the cinema. After drinking my coffee, I started cleaning the house they had left behind. Then I fed and gave water to the horses. After that, I was just waiting… hoping there wouldn’t be another argument when they came back home. And hoping […]
April 3 – A Day Living With an Alcoholic Partner Read More »
Today I came home after a night of work. I fed the horses again and went to bed with a splitting headache. I quickly took a painkiller, but once again I couldn’t fall asleep. The last time I checked the clock, it was 10:30 AM. At 4 PM, my oldest son woke me up. I
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March 27 Today, Friday March 27. I got home from work at 8:30 AM.Fed the horses, got undressed, and went to bed. But again… my mind wouldn’t stop.Thoughts everywhere.Bills piling up.Constant pressure.Trying to figure out how I’m going to pay everything. By 10 AM, I still wasn’t asleep.Eventually, I managed to fall asleep… Until 2:30
I’m Still Here… But Read More »
The Struggle to Rise Again: From Life’s Hardships to Show Jumping Dreams Life has never been easy for me. Every day felt like a battle, where I struggled not only to survive but to keep my dreams alive. My journey hasn’t been simple or straightforward. It’s been filled with countless obstacles, emotional pain, and deep
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